Happy Halloween to everyone out there in the world! I have been planning on making a blog for a while to just really journal about my life and what's going on in it- as for now I don't plan on trying to grow it and gets lots of readers- I just really want somewhere that I can express myself and meet people who can relate!
There are several things I think this blog will touch on: family, love, moving, weight loss and just really trying to figure out what I need and who I am- and this will serve as my sounding board!
Tomorrow is November 1st, and it may seem like a bad time to start something new- but it might just be perfect considering that I don't know many people in this new place, and that I will be seeing my family and friends (it's complicated as you will see) for Christmas. So, my plan is to try AGAIN, for the millionth time, to restart working out and eating better. I do this all the time- obsessively. I hate my body, or I love it, or I hate it. I wish I could just be neutral about it, but I can't, SO I'm trying to stop and just listen to it. Background: I have PCOS, I'm a recovering alcoholic (this may be the last time I say that online), I am fully addicted to food for comfort, and I have a fat complex from growing up being made fun of- and it being pointed out from family several times. I'm not really complaining, I'm just hoping you understand my dilemma. Here's to new beginnings again! And possibly being painfully honest with potentially a bunch of strangers. Much love.